Cast away
I'm going for a ride
And I hope I'll never ever get back here again
Numbing my body with drugs and lies
Trying to find a place where
I can finally die
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Walk with me on the other side
And i show what life is all about

Every dream I must .die
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Why is life worth living
When we all just life to suffer and Sacrifice
Life is like a wheel
You can run and run and you will never get there
Am on my knees again
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Blade on my neck
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I'm Trapped in a nightmare called life
With no sign of exit I am gonna die
My soul is filled with hate
I can't see through my anger
My self confidence has been dead for years
How can I live this life
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I've been destroyed
And am still trying to stand up
I don't know how long I can fight back
With the mentality of my mind
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The people have feed of my misery
Stabbing the knife deep in my back
I can't run and hide from myself
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I can't run away form myself
There's no way to escape
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Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
Watch my self float away
Pumping out all of my body
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Learning how to die
Learning how to live
Learning how to breathe
Learning how to kill
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Raped by my own life
Murdered by my own hands
Dead by my own will
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I can't understand
What did I did wrong
To deserve this pain
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All I get is pain
Shadows hunting me
All I do is freak
Insanity is getting closer now
How long can I survive?
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I don't think I'm ready to live
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Nobody lives forever
Everything begins where it ends
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Are you really gonna leave me crying
Are you really gonna leave me drowning
Are you really gonna let me down
Yes you did every one I meet did
I am the freak am the lontic am the crazy one
And no one cares
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They have destroyed my whole life
Ever since I were born
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I'm breathing the poisoned air
"I just want to die"
My eyes filled with dead tears
People They have decide my
A painful death
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Lucifer is conquering my mind
Trying to break me down driving to
Shut down, Shut up, Give in, Giveing up
This is my life, I wanna have control
I'm gonna make history
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Satan
He feeds the people's misery
His power is his greed
He's trying to play god with my life
But I can see truth through him
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For how long can a man hold this position?
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Justice.....god give me Justice
Will god forgive me for all of my sins
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I'm on my own
I live my life on my own
I don't need some one to tell me what to do
My whole life has been about finding partner
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Where is the salvation?
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Life doesn't work out as planned
Visions of happiness are burning
Dreams that turn into madness
I feel the end is closing in
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I can feel my soul leaving me
To dwell in nothing and forever disappear
I'm Trying to breathe but there's no air
My heart is bleeding why I am here
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I'm Tasting the last drops of life
I must fight this feeling
Of sorrow
And if a lost you can find me
In the asylum
Or you can read my miserable obituary
I want you to wish me the deepest part of hill