rand_creative
21-02-2006, 10:21 PM
The beautiful stars ….as a tricky dot
I used to look to the sky
The darky sky which contains shiny white dots....it is called and known as stars
I hate these dots....these tricky dots
I Don't know the reason of this reaction
I tried to find out the reason....for days....for nights....
Finally I got the answer....
I discovered that this aversion came from my childhood ....
....
when i was akid
My family forced me to accept and like these stars as tricky dots....
i believed in this silly concept....but in truth
My soul always denies that....unfortunately
My brain is used to win.......
Until my brain was defeated....and this is great victory to me
I can't describe this feeling....
The feeling of being clean from dusts....
The feeling of being me not the others....
The feeling of being free from the interference of other thoughts....
im now this person who believe that these stars are not dots....
....
I can't blame my family....because they are as individuals are forced to accept this concept as me as the others....
I tried to persuade and tell them the truth....
Their reaction is always the rejection....
I persuade my self that maybe I can find a hope with other people around me....
I tried to persuade them....then they surprised me with the same rejection.....
I give up from my family....my world....
I'm very sad and disappointed....
But now..
When i look to this darky sky I find an infinite world which is full of huge lamps
Which look like the planet where we live...in the opposite of the people who see it as dots.
My advice to u:
.try to look to the sky and to its stars in a different way
.don't allow to your mind to be a prisoner of another thoughts and beliefs
.try to live your world not the world of the others
.there is way to turn on the light although it's a dark and you can't see
I used to look to the sky
The darky sky which contains shiny white dots....it is called and known as stars
I hate these dots....these tricky dots
I Don't know the reason of this reaction
I tried to find out the reason....for days....for nights....
Finally I got the answer....
I discovered that this aversion came from my childhood ....
....
when i was akid
My family forced me to accept and like these stars as tricky dots....
i believed in this silly concept....but in truth
My soul always denies that....unfortunately
My brain is used to win.......
Until my brain was defeated....and this is great victory to me
I can't describe this feeling....
The feeling of being clean from dusts....
The feeling of being me not the others....
The feeling of being free from the interference of other thoughts....
im now this person who believe that these stars are not dots....
....
I can't blame my family....because they are as individuals are forced to accept this concept as me as the others....
I tried to persuade and tell them the truth....
Their reaction is always the rejection....
I persuade my self that maybe I can find a hope with other people around me....
I tried to persuade them....then they surprised me with the same rejection.....
I give up from my family....my world....
I'm very sad and disappointed....
But now..
When i look to this darky sky I find an infinite world which is full of huge lamps
Which look like the planet where we live...in the opposite of the people who see it as dots.
My advice to u:
.try to look to the sky and to its stars in a different way
.don't allow to your mind to be a prisoner of another thoughts and beliefs
.try to live your world not the world of the others
.there is way to turn on the light although it's a dark and you can't see